Approaching Storm

Wind freshening from the northwest, carving herringbone olive textures in the wave faces; temperature dropping.  Dark clouds bloom overhead and on the water.  The rustle of palm fronds the only sound.  In the westerlies the ocean is almost silent, even close.  Wind-groomed and controlled, what sound it makes is carried out to sea. A line of pelicans beating up wind turns one by one in an exquisite arc and reverses direction, gliding now. Anticipation and air are electric.

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A Quiet Expansive Stillness

It’s way too soon, but it feels like summer already here on Skinny Island.  Eighty degrees at 11:00 a.m., and will hit ninety on the mainland.  Our water temperature still hovering at 69, so we’ll have that moderating effect and stay in the upper eighties, but the ocean looks like summer, green and flat, just the slightest breeze wafting about.  Winds light and variable, as the weather guys say.  A mesmerizing stillness that stretches every which way, but vibrant with spring life, flowers blooming madly, many butterflies and bees, lizards scurrying, the occasional calls of cardinals and crows startling in  their clarity breaking through.  The pace of life quite pleasantly dictated, and humming throughout.

As much as we love hot weather, this fast warming has us casting a jaundiced eye to the weather horizon.  The latest predictions for the upcoming storm season calls for 16 named storms in the Atlantic basin, with 9 hurricanes, 5 of which will be major.  There’s a 70% chance of US landfall out of all this.  We think that’s spot-on.  All this early heat to warm up the ocean, plus the strange and violent weather we’ve had all year point to an active season. The little hacienda is ready.  Good roof with Dade Pine rafters and joists beneath, thick block walls and foundation, and a 60 year history of weathering whatever’s come this way. Early on we would put up plywood when a storm threatened, but a few years ago we got pro-active and designed and built Bahama shutters for all the ocean facing windows, with an eye toward style and practicality.  They are raised and lowered by a rope system, and can be bolted down when necessary.  Nothing really hard has blown in since we put them up, but we have had some stuff in the 50-60 mph range, and they performed very well.

Life continues apace in the garden as well, everything healthy and lushly green.  What hasn’t already bloomed is putting out buds today. New lettuce and cilantro coming up from seed.  The  garden is the spot for total immersion.  I go back there several times a day and sit on the driftwood bench to witness the changes in light that occur as the sun passes over.  Gethsemane of Skinny Island.  The greens are so intense now, and the contrasting shade under the old bay trees so deep and cool, the sound of the ocean moving in the canopy.  I don’t know what I find more compelling; the beach, especially at morning; or the little hammock and garden behind the house.  The juxtaposition of those seemingly disparate elements, the space between, that synthesis, is what I’m struggling to describe, and thereby hold.


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Seriously Feral

We found the Feral Poet in a somewhat serious and reflective mood this week.  To the point, we cite this:

Guitar Against Wall

Against the wall a brown guitar
containing thin, transparent, white afternoons
the crawl of stucco shadows
under blue tile roofs

and a man, who after much effort
has succeeded in visualizing
his own limitations,
the absolute crackling edge of his knowledge:

a low green hedge, grown close
and neatly trimmed, and in the field beyond,

a man plowing.

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Say You Will

Floating face
down
in calm green sea,
I imitate the drowned man,

approximate his casual drift
up onto sand    there really is
no hurry now   arms out,

legs limp, letting go
to subtleties of wind and current,

amino absorbed.
But life’s transparent membrane
stiffens miles thick,

to disallow my knowing
all he knew  say you will
say you will.

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Sucking Chest Wound

I am telling you this
from a great distance
though my breath
is in your ear.
The sound
when you were hit
was like a board
struck sharply on a pillow.
Pieces of your shirt
turned stupidly in the air.
I saw and heard
the beautiful pink froth
of your entry wound
build tiny sea-foam sculptures
that swayed in outlaw exhalations.
I went by the book
and placed the wrapper
from my pack of Camels on the hole
but it imploded
like a plastic star.
I stuffed in all the money
I had, but it wasn’t enough;
black silk pajamas followed
and a severed ear
that laughed blood
but still the new red mouth
breathed wrongly on.
You need to know
that only when I filled
the hole with earth
did your insane lung
stop its monotonous whistle.
I packed in dirt
until your mouth and nose were full
and they carried you off
like a palm tree.

 

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Mornings

We are morning people.  We figure we’ve seen just about every sunrise of our fifteen years here.  What was born out of necessity a long time ago, getting to work, has become habit, with a little pathology thrown in.  I just can’t sleep late; I always feel like I’m missing something.  Case in point: this morning.  A rose and lavender pre-sun scene on the beach.  Would have hated to miss this.  Didn’t miss it.  This photo was taken at about 6:50 a.m.  The sun came up about 7:09.  Good walk, then thorough watering of the garden, which is doing very well, thank you.  Breakfast, some work in the studio, and then The Baby was here, and everything else was suspended.

Mornings here are about the light more than anything else, the differences throughout the year as the sun tracks south and then back north.  This time of year it begins to illuminate the little kitchen from off the water.  With the front door open you can look out from the kitchen to see the ocean.  At the Summer Equinox the sun exactly lines up with the path down the dune to the beach and fills the whole front of the house with light, carving neat textures in the stucco walls.

Any significant work needs to get done before noon, I think.  As we move into summer that has to do with the heat, of course, but also the texture and feel that morning provides.  It’s probably about renewal, I guess, rebirth, the excitement of beginning again.  We got up at 5 a.m. a long time, but now it’s more like 6.  That means that by 9 p.m. we’re pretty tuckered out, even with the obligatory nap thrown in.  That’s alright, too.  We are not night people.

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Digging It

Hard to imagine a more perfect morning; mild, gentle wind from the southwest, wide beach, firm sand made for walking.  Everybody we met was smiling and had something to say about the morning.  It had that kind of effect, an atmosphere of soft acceptance and grace that just put you in a good mood.  Run of dead jellies and crabs apparently over.  Sand fleas starting to show; the small ones.  Won’t see the whoppers until July, the ones that make it that far.

Sea Foam

Nothing on the beach but birds and these sea-foam sculptures.  They are intricate structures of millions of tiny bubbles adhering to each other, through surface tension, I guess, making extraordinary kinetic works of art that sway in the breeze and, in the first low rays of the sun, glow with an inner light, each individual bubble illuminated and defined, like little rooms.  Also known as spume, which sounds deeply suggestive of the ocean’s relationship to the womb,  it is created when sea water containing high concentrations of dissolved organic matter is agitated, trapping air in bubbles, which then gets blown around.  So there.

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One of our correspondents recently wrote in with a brief anecdote about coming home to find her young dog engaged in digging to China, which got us thinking.  Many years ago, when we was but a young pup ourselves, we heard the term, were intrigued, and decided to give it a try.   Now this may be hard to imagine, but we were a very serious child, and everything we took on was done with deadly earnest resolve, whether that be playing Hopalong Cassidy, or digging irrigation ditches in the sand, or eating every other row of an ear of corn.  We lived in Tampa then, Santiago Street, on a corner lot.  The lot sloped to the street on the west side, maybe two feet of elevation, which seemed an immense uncharted steppe to me, and a perfect place for the North American terminus of this dig to China.  Unsponsored, I nevertheless I acquired a shovel from the garage, and went to work.  Focus is everything, and I remember a particular myopia about this venture, my little arms aching with each shovel-full I lifted from the deepening hole, the Florida sand clinging to the sweat on my finely tuned little torso, but the goal firmly in mind.  My only concern was not with language or cultural difficulties I might encounter, but whether I would be upside down when I finally emerged.  Two hours in I had made significant progress, which is to say I had gone down about three feet, and then my mother appeared, and none too happy.  Seems some concerned biddy of a neighbor had called to rat me out.  So much for community support for industry and international relations.    I was made to curtail the dig and fill in the hole.

With that in mind we have encouraged The Baby in even the slightest proclivity for digging on the beach, but thus far he shows only fleeting and infrequent interest.  We believe that will change when he develops a larger world view, specifically that China is clear on the other side of the world, and that digging there from here is not only a worthwhile endeavor, but a family tradition.  He seems serious enough.

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Heat Lightning, etc.

We rushed our beach walk a little this morning after looking at the weather radar, left coffee unfinished and paper unread, to get it in before the rain came.  Wide smooth beach, combed by southwest winds, littered again by dead jelly fish.  Rain arrived a half-hour after we returned home, accompanied by rolling thunder, but no local lightning.  We love morning thunderstorms.  The only thing better than a morning thunderstorm is one at night out in the ocean.  With distance you can see whole storms, and get a clear picture of how fierce they can be.  The light show is spectacular, crackling flashes lighting up the ominous shapes of clouds, nature’s distant artillery barrage.  Sometimes we’ll pull up a chair and watch for the duration.

And then there’s Heat Lightning.  Remember heat lightning?  I don’t know about the rest of the country, but that was a common term growing up in Florida, referring to a mostly July and August phenomenon of nights too hot to bear, flashes of lightning in the distance with no thunder or rain.  As a kid you just accepted that it was caused by things just being so hot, lightning formed.  Hell, the name of it said everything you needed to know.  Well, after a lifetime of this acceptance, I started thinking about the phenomenon in more detail a few years ago, and looked it up.  Here’s what Webster’s says:  vivid and extensive flashes of electric light without thunder seen near the horizon esp. at the close of a hot day and ascribed to far-off lightning reflected by high clouds. So it’s not quite what we thought, not the almost magical, heat-induced occurrence of lightning in the sky without a storm. Oh, it’s heat-induced alright, as all thunderstorms partially are, and it turns out that’s just what it is.  A thunderstorm.  Only so far away you can’t hear the thunder, the flashes reflected in cloud tops.  Still wonderful, but I was a little disappointed.  Heat Lightning was always the visual manifestation of the mysterious relationship of a kid with nature, a special phenomenon that defied explanation, yet indicative of an understanding of the universe that pre-dated and superseded book knowledge.  Too much?  Maybe.  But there is nevertheless a sadness in letting go of my old acceptance.  So maybe I won’t.  The same goes for smelling rain before it arrives.  Remember that?  Still do it?  Well, I made the mistake of looking that up, too.  Turns out, like heat lightning, you do and you don’t; it is and it isn’t.  What you’re smelling is ions released from the ground due to changes in electrical fields as a storm approaches.  Still crazy, but not as satisfying.  I know, and water droplets reaching critical mass and hooking up with gravity explains rain, but it’s still water falling out of the sky, and I can’t think of anything freakier than that.

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Transitions, etc.

Ghost Crab Tracks

Two large flights of migratory birds observed winging north out over the ocean this morning.  Ducks; Grebes; I couldn’t tell.  Other Snow Birds need to follow suit.   Many dead Cannonball jelly fish and crabs in surf line.  These jellies are edible, I’ve heard, but you have to get them fresh.  The ones washed in start decomposing quickly.  Never tried it, but I’m game.  The crabs were the small ocean-dwelling variety.  Some kind of cleansing going on out there.  The photo shows an interesting pattern of tracks made by a Ghost Crab.  These are the ubiquitous little sand-dwellers that start showing up in large number now that the sand and water have warmed up.  They are a lot of fun to watch; very defensive of territory and food.  They eat sand fleas and the little coquina clams normally, but will eat dead fish and birds, and even human carrion.  I’ve seen it.  They, in turn, are the favorite food of Night Herons.  Haven’t spotted any of those yet.  More dolphin sightings, too, but no rays.

Eastern Box Turtle

Landward, the Brown Anoles have taken over.  It’s their place now; we just get to stay as long as they don’t get ugly.  On Saturday, The Baby found this Eastern Box Turtle during one of his back lot excursions.  These little guys are a land turtle, and can live a very long time. Only about eight inches long, they have a very brightly colored, high-domed carapace.  If he stays out of the road, he should be here after we’re gone.  The Baby was thrilled.

Regular readers of The Post will recall the visits of the iridescent beetle.  He appeared again yesterday, but we fear it may have been the last time we’ll see him.  He flew up and landed on my arm, as usual, but couldn’t maintain footing, and fell to the deck, where he struggled, on his back, to regain an upright position.  I helped, and he flew off.  I am thinking it may be the end of his life cycle.  A privilege and an honor, beetle.  A hummingbird just appeared outside the studio window, extracting nectar from the stamen of an aloe, but was gone before I could get a picture.

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The Rained-In Feral Poet

The Feral Poet was sequestered, wherever it is he sequesters himself, during all the rain and storms of the past week, and came up with the following observations.

After Rain 1

A storm
moves across the island
into open ocean.
White caps strain
to follow in residual wind.
There is no horizon.  Inland,

you can’t know
the way rain moves
on the water.

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After Rain 2

Black wet trunk
of bay tree
swallowing whole sky
after rain;
someone’s bay tree
glimpsed long ago
over a garden wall.

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Rain Moods

Rain approaches.
A blue-jay, grown suddenly silent,
flies to the lowest branch of an oak
and cocks his head toward thunder.

The first drops arrive with individuality.
I am by the window,
pondering which house plants
put out in yesterday’s rain should remain
and which should be brought in.
Near the street a banana tree is smiling.

Rain from the roof marches
on stones of the patio.
A message appears in the cadence:

let it all go
let it all go

let   it
let it all go.

Ferns jerk in the dark like hearts
with a remembrance older than air.

let it all go
let it all go

let   it
let it all go.

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Still Point

I meant to use the rain in my work
when the morning flannel sky darkened further,
anticipated intimate scenes in distant thunder,
drew purpose from the first great scattered drops
on the awning.

But in a lull in the storm
the cat comes out from under the sofa,
climbs in my lap, and I hold her close
with interlocking fingers for the duration.

Whom do I tell of this and other blessings
of the still point, which fills my life?

The world charges by; the storm abates.
Like all authentic revelations,
it’s all so private, after all, so personal.
Nothing to be shared.

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White Paper Sky

All day we’ve had little showers,
nearly invisible, the southern fringe
of a front to the north
moving out to sea to feed.

Nothing, really, the ground
isn’t even wet.  But out there
the curved gray signature of rain
is penciled on the white paper sky.

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Artsy-Fartsy

Stunningly clear, sunny morning, especially in light of all the rough weather yesterday.  Ocean a beautiful azure and flat as a table top.  The swell I anticipated didn’t materialize.  I’m guessing the storm was moving too fast, too far south.  Anyhoo, a beautiful day again here on Skinny Island.

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April is the cruelest month, Mr. Eliot said.  We’ll see.  For us it means shifting into another gear, donning our beret, and posing as a painter.

Sea Grapes

We have been accepted as a fine arts exhibitor in the 48th Annual Isle of Eight Flags Shrimp Festival, Fernandina Beach, Amelia Island, Florida, April 30 and May 1.  It will be a homecoming of sorts.  The ancestors had a little ole cotton plantation there starting in the late 1700s, which operated until The War of Northern Intervention, and the old family cemetery is still there, and remains open for business for the well-qualified.  We will be set up in a 10×10 tent and will be showing oils and acrylics . . . for sale!  Busy this month redesigning and building our display system, as well as putting out a few new pieces.  Stop by if you can.  It’s a great festival, celebrating the once large shrimping industry on the island.  Great art, great music, great shrimp.  Come on by.  (Shameless Plug.)  Check out the Festival page at http://www.islandart.org/shrimp_festival.htm.

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Stormy Weather

Strong cold front tangling with warm moist air kicked off a day of rough weather across the sunshine state today, and while friends and family in the Tampa/Lakeland area saw the worst, we had our share here on Skinny Island.  The rain began last night, then grew stronger throughout the morning, culminating in hail and stiff winds about two p.m.  Quieter after that, but rain continuing.

We put out everything we could find that might hold water to collect what we could for the dry time coming.  The garden is saturated.  I think with the expected sun tomorrow everything will grow about six inches.  Looking good so far.

Hard to tell the ocean from the sky most of the day; everything shades of gray with no discernible horizon.  With all the tornado warnings we were hopeful of a water spout or two, but nada.  Photograph of one at the top of the our must-have list, and time is becoming an issue.

Should be decent waves tomorrow as this front moves off shore.  Starting to see a little bump out there now.  Energy translates.

Garden Update

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